Alone

I get so protective towards my heart lately

I realize my journey was and never be easy

I tend to be silent even when i'm surrounded by noises

It comfort me much everytime when I'm alone

" Sometimes you have to be apart with someone you really love,

  but it doesn't mean you love them any less,

  infact you'll love them even more " 

For someone in the future.
I may be hard to understand but I can offer you a heart
that might sincerely love you , Insya Allah.
A jealousy may have in this heart and it might be so high
even higher than the highest building in this world ,
but I may have comfort in you if you could love me
for being perfectly imperfect.

Dear Allah SWT ,
Fill this heart with happiness
Replace this loneliness with smiles
Shower this empty self with blessing
Protect this heart from breaking into pieces
And always show this heart the right path.

Everyday I had to find new hopes with stronger faith.
This is the toughest 5 months this heart had gone through
I sang a happy song that saddened myself
I smiled for the most painful reason
I hate to see myself crying when I though that Im stronger enough
I am now walking alone on this world of mine.

Pray

Sacrifice , Effort , Honesty is needed in order to get something.

But we can't control everything when it is not only us who'll decide.

So let us pray for our best in everything and anything in our life.

away

I am used to wish you good night and tell you stories.
But , when you move apart slowly , I got scared .
You should know how crazy I have become when u dissapear for so many days.
My eyes are red and swallen just because of all the tears I had for you.
I was suffering and I think I still am.

Italy

This is the first place I want to go so badly.

My first wishes is to spent my time here.

It's Venice Italy.Located in northen Italy.

Venice has been named one of the most romantic cites in all of Europe.