Hurts

It hurts me so much whenever you talks about you and her.
Obviously it brought me to tears but no one cares.
I had nightmares about all this.
It was my fault stalks everything about you.
And now misery seems to invade my life.
I stayed up until late night just because I wanted to know,
It is something good or bad

Him

I got upset so easily when you were away.
I got worried and sad everytime you didn't reply my text.
Late night calls from you made my day better.
I Love the fact that I feel so comfortable telling you things about me.
But deep inside my heart I have this strange feeling about you
And I will hate myself so much if it was true.

Newwie Hommie

Today me with parents went to Enstek to see the progression of our new house.Well , it was pretty nice but still it is on renovation. It has been for quiet sometime . I really can't wait to move in but that would take another months. Quiet disappointing . Sorry if the picture is small and  I just took it on one side.I'll take a clearer picture next time 

Indah

Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan Matahari
Dia datangkan Petir dan Kilat
Kita tertanya-tanya kemana hilangnya Matahari
Rupa-rupanya Allah berikan kita Pelangi.

No matter what happens , let us live our life to the fullest :)

Plain

Today, as all my classes finished.

I drove my car back to the home.

Quiz was okay,but there's some question 

that turned me blur.

With this senggugut thing I currently suffered.

How I wish I could sleep now

but I have to teman my mom to go to Adreesya boutique.

Which actually I am the one who eager to go there.

No exciting stories to tell you guys.

But I just really hope that he somehow have the same feeling,

like how I'm feeling towards him.

For that to happen,

Everyday , I'll pray for that.

Don't worry cause you are one of the prayers that I said everyday.

Well, now I realize that my grammar is getting worst.

                                                                                                       - I.S -

Wishes

It's been ages since my last update.
Just so you know, i'm quiet busy these days.
Today was a pretty nice day for me.
Well, I never thought that i will meet him today.I feel blessed.
On that moment,
that one moment when I'm reading what in your eyes ,
And your smile hide loads of pain , that makes my tears rolling down my cheek.
I respect and adore you,
On how you surviving yourself alone in this world.
It was hard for me at first to hide this feeling, It was so hard that no one could imagine.
My heart somehow breaks a little everytime I see you.
Not everyone understands everything
that I've been tryin to explain.
But it doesn't matter at all.
I'm so greatful to know you,

                                                                                                                - I. S -

One of the past

It has been ages since our last conversation.
I still remember how caring you are while I was alone in Malaysia.
How worried you are while my parents away.


I still remember,everyday you'll remind me of being a good muslim.
I still remember,everyday you'll shine my dark times.
I still remember,everyday you'll keep telling me stories about Mesir.
I still remember,everyday you'll listen to every problems of mine


I was form 3 at that time when we share so many things together.
I'm so thankful that we get to know each other.


When you were in Mesir
I was so touched that you were still make sure that I was okay here.
You text me just to give me support for my exam tomorrow.
You text me just to let me know about every pmr seminar.
Even you were in Mesir you were still help me with so many things
cause you were being so worried about my lonely life.
Thank you so much Abang Aiman.


You once said that one day you'll take me as your 'halal'one .
And I still remember at that time when something had happened.
And sadness tend to invade me.
I was totally alone at that time without ibu and ayah and abang around,
I wrote a very long letter to you telling how sad I am at that time.
Then, I went to your house and put that letter in your postbox.
You now,I felt so calm after that .


We were so closed each other,
Until one day
When I got my spm result and it was not that good.
You kept asking me about my result but i never tell.
I know how angry you are at that time but I'm sorry
I was in a total stress with my result




After that incident,
I deactivate my facebook profile
we never talk
we never text
until today.
Thanks for still being like how you were before :)


Specially for you,


kalau suatu hari nanti terbukak blog ni dimana ianya sangatlah mustahil untuk berlaku.terima kasih sangat ye. I will never forget all the things you have done for me.Thanks for treating me so nice and you know You were so good that I was so sad whenever it reminds me on you. Terima kasih ye kerana bagi peluang jadikan kau sebagai abang angkat aku :) Thank you so much :) Belajar medic elok2 kat mesir tu.tak lama lagi kita jumpa insyaAllah :)